my diary ~ no more CD for me
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FatFairNForty(ish)
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Housework! Blah!
oooh, sorry you have earache (not nice!)
... glad the dog is back to barking strength.. I'm sitting here looking at mine and wondering if I can sum up the energy to take him out for a walk... might do.. might not. .lol
TOTM for 2 weeks! oh man! that's pants! Have you seen doc about that hun? I would be beside myself! (mine lasted longer than usual this time too... hmm. is this a side-effect of CD?)
Hope you feel heaps better soon! As for the housework... well.. if you can afford it get someone else to do it! I flamin' would! lol
Know what you mean about why bother - but I wish I HAD last night, I went out to the pics with someone and asked them in for a cup of tea and then realised the living room did not do me any favours!! Bit embarassing but hey, too late now! I found myself apologising for not having run the vac around! So.. I will def bother in future! lol So my advice... just do downstairs! lol
Hope you're having a great day!
oooh, sorry you have earache (not nice!)
... glad the dog is back to barking strength.. I'm sitting here looking at mine and wondering if I can sum up the energy to take him out for a walk... might do.. might not. .lol TOTM for 2 weeks! oh man! that's pants!
Have you seen doc about that hun? I would be beside myself! (mine lasted longer than usual this time too... hmm. is this a side-effect of CD?)Hope you feel heaps better soon!
As for the housework... well.. if you can afford it get someone else to do it! I flamin' would! lol Know what you mean about why bother - but I wish I HAD last night, I went out to the pics with someone and asked them in for a cup of tea and then realised the living room did not do me any favours!! Bit embarassing but hey, too late now! I found myself apologising for not having run the vac around!
So.. I will def bother in future! lol So my advice... just do downstairs! lol Hope you're having a great day!
Hi Kati,
I do think the symptoms your describing could possibly be down to the fact that you are run down due to not taking your three packs.
I think you should contact your CDC and discuss this further.
Your health is your wealth at the end of the day.
Love Mini xxx
kati
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I asked my sister if her boyfriend fancied doing me a favour by seeing if he could fix my vacuum cleaner today fully intending to take it to him today but no he had to come here lol so just doing downstairs is a great idea.
Haven't seen the dr about totm lasting so long but they'll probably say its because of the coil I had fitted not so long ago and coming off depo which had stopped them so I'm not worried about it it's just a pain.
the dog is now partaking in his 3rd favourite hobby of chasing his tail (1st barking at cat, 2nd humping peoples legs) ever seen a dizzy dog? lol
Mini I fully intend to get back to doing this properly to stop making myself ill by not having the right amount of vitamins etc in me. I had everyting I should yesterday and 1 pack left to go today which I will manage because it's not too late. The problem I was having before was I was leaving everything to have till late and I just cant manage it then, that or the thought of eating it made me feel sick.
My cdc is Isobel so she can read everything on here and knows all about how I've been managing. she's been great, even brouht me an extra br at work because she knew I was one short for the week cos I ate 2 in one day.
she did recommend that I have 4 packs for a couple of days to boost things a bit so I'm going to do that today and if I can tomorrow too. I'm feeling a lot happier and more positive about everyhing than I was this time last week.
Haven't seen the dr about totm lasting so long but they'll probably say its because of the coil I had fitted not so long ago and coming off depo which had stopped them so I'm not worried about it it's just a pain.
the dog is now partaking in his 3rd favourite hobby of chasing his tail (1st barking at cat, 2nd humping peoples legs) ever seen a dizzy dog? lol
Mini I fully intend to get back to doing this properly to stop making myself ill by not having the right amount of vitamins etc in me. I had everyting I should yesterday and 1 pack left to go today which I will manage because it's not too late. The problem I was having before was I was leaving everything to have till late and I just cant manage it then, that or the thought of eating it made me feel sick.
My cdc is Isobel so she can read everything on here and knows all about how I've been managing. she's been great, even brouht me an extra br at work because she knew I was one short for the week cos I ate 2 in one day.
she did recommend that I have 4 packs for a couple of days to boost things a bit so I'm going to do that today and if I can tomorrow too. I'm feeling a lot happier and more positive about everyhing than I was this time last week.
Isobel1965
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So glad you're feeling better, hun!
kati
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thanks me too I'm not going to let that man get me down any more it's all about me now! I've got to keep myself happy and healthy and make sure I'm getting everything I need.
I've started with changing the house already too, got rid of my blinds and put up voile so its much brighter and gota new light fitting. Not much but it's a start.
I've discovered I have an old blender which is goo for crushing ice too so just had a chocolate shake with crushed Ice in it, lovely. I usually just have it warm but I could be converted now.
My kids have discovered smoothies too so we had to go to the shops and buy fruit and stuff for that. So a whole new positiv aproach because I'd never have been bothered enough to do it before
I'm not going to let that man get me down any more it's all about me now! I've got to keep myself happy and healthy and make sure I'm getting everything I need.I've started with changing the house already too, got rid of my blinds and put up voile so its much brighter and gota new light fitting. Not much but it's a start.
I've discovered I have an old blender which is goo for crushing ice too so just had a chocolate shake with crushed Ice in it, lovely. I usually just have it warm but I could be converted now.
My kids have discovered smoothies too so we had to go to the shops and buy fruit and stuff for that. So a whole new positiv aproach because I'd never have been bothered enough to do it before
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Isobel1965
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Aww shucks! lol It helps when I've got laaverly clients!!!
Isobel1965
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Peppermint tea, darlin - it cures all hunger pangs (sort of)!!!
Isobel1965
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Then have another pack, hun - it's better than falling into the fridge lol!
KateF
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Sounds like you're doing brilliantly on the positive thinking front- and it's nice to hear you're looking in the mirror and really "seeing" yourself now.
Hope the hunger pangs have gone-maybe bump into you tomorrow at Weigh In.
Just off to catch up with my diary now and have a very mixed positive/negative rant!
Hope the hunger pangs have gone-maybe bump into you tomorrow at Weigh In.
Just off to catch up with my diary now and have a very mixed positive/negative rant!
Isobel1965
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Hope you're feeling great today, hun - see you soon xxx
kati
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thanks Ladies the hunger pangs did go eventually. I made myself a hot chocolate and a cup of peppermint tea then closed the kitchen door and pretende dit was on a time lock till morning so I couldn't go back in.
Amazing what imagination can do for you lol. Stopped me eating anyway.
I came up with the brilliant idea that I should get 7 bars and 7 tetras for the week and the that cuts the hassle of actually making the soups up by 1/3. I know I need to drink more water with them but they're so much easier than having all soups. The soups are just too much at the minute I think.
According to Isobel I am now 11 stone 3! Why do I still feel 13 stone 3? Maybe its because I'm mostly wearing the same clothes or I don't think I actually look any different.
I had a moment of panic at Isobels where I iscovered my purse wasn't in my bag and the last I remembered having it was at the checkout in sainsburys yestrday. I thought oh no I've left it in the shop!!! but phew I finally got home from work and there it was sitting patiently waiting for me to come and feed it.
My purse is a radley one, so has a little dog on it. when I first got it I told the kids it was so cute that we had to pick a name for the dog. They went through all sorts of names then I finally said Oh look his name is on the back. They fell for it. it's wonderful how you can mess about with kids like that lol
The new girl at work started today. She's lovely but she's kind of stick thin so I felt huge next to her. I can imagine though that even if I do get down to her size then I'm still going to feel bigger. I'm so glad I lost so much weight before she started or I'd have felt even worse.
i've noticed abut myself that I have trouble looking people in the eye. I do it at work because it's the kind of environment where I have to talk to people, but out on the street or anywhere else I just cant do it. I don't know why. I need to start making an effort to do that it might boost my self confidence a bit.
Isobel said something today about my job being a great way to meet people which I'd never thought of it as that before. In my mind anyone going in there would just think I'm the fat lass in the sandwich shop who's too dumb to get a decent job anywhere else so she has to work for her mam. They have no idea I just spent the last 3 years at university, or that I actually have a personality or that I can actually do more than just make food. I hate that. I'm embarrassed that people insist on saying something about my mam and dad. For a start he isn't my dad and for another thing I don't call my mam mam I all her by her name. I don't need it pointed out to me what our relationship is and I dont need everyone else knowing thats why I work there and think badly of me because of it. It drives me mad. Is it bad that I'm ashamed of my job? I know it's not a bad job, but I wanted more for myself than to be stuck cooking and cleaning for the rest of my life. I wanted a decent job where I could sit at a desk and use my brain and have someone else do the cooking and cleaning for me. Now theres no chance of that. I'll be stuck earning a pittence forever and will never have anything more than the cheapest stuff cos thts all I can afford.
I'm feeling fed up with my life today, can you tell?
Amazing what imagination can do for you lol. Stopped me eating anyway.
I came up with the brilliant idea that I should get 7 bars and 7 tetras for the week and the that cuts the hassle of actually making the soups up by 1/3. I know I need to drink more water with them but they're so much easier than having all soups. The soups are just too much at the minute I think.
According to Isobel I am now 11 stone 3! Why do I still feel 13 stone 3? Maybe its because I'm mostly wearing the same clothes or I don't think I actually look any different.
I had a moment of panic at Isobels where I iscovered my purse wasn't in my bag and the last I remembered having it was at the checkout in sainsburys yestrday. I thought oh no I've left it in the shop!!! but phew I finally got home from work and there it was sitting patiently waiting for me to come and feed it.
My purse is a radley one, so has a little dog on it. when I first got it I told the kids it was so cute that we had to pick a name for the dog. They went through all sorts of names then I finally said Oh look his name is on the back. They fell for it. it's wonderful how you can mess about with kids like that lol
The new girl at work started today. She's lovely but she's kind of stick thin so I felt huge next to her. I can imagine though that even if I do get down to her size then I'm still going to feel bigger. I'm so glad I lost so much weight before she started or I'd have felt even worse.
i've noticed abut myself that I have trouble looking people in the eye. I do it at work because it's the kind of environment where I have to talk to people, but out on the street or anywhere else I just cant do it. I don't know why. I need to start making an effort to do that it might boost my self confidence a bit.
Isobel said something today about my job being a great way to meet people which I'd never thought of it as that before. In my mind anyone going in there would just think I'm the fat lass in the sandwich shop who's too dumb to get a decent job anywhere else so she has to work for her mam. They have no idea I just spent the last 3 years at university, or that I actually have a personality or that I can actually do more than just make food. I hate that. I'm embarrassed that people insist on saying something about my mam and dad. For a start he isn't my dad and for another thing I don't call my mam mam I all her by her name. I don't need it pointed out to me what our relationship is and I dont need everyone else knowing thats why I work there and think badly of me because of it. It drives me mad. Is it bad that I'm ashamed of my job? I know it's not a bad job, but I wanted more for myself than to be stuck cooking and cleaning for the rest of my life. I wanted a decent job where I could sit at a desk and use my brain and have someone else do the cooking and cleaning for me. Now theres no chance of that. I'll be stuck earning a pittence forever and will never have anything more than the cheapest stuff cos thts all I can afford.
I'm feeling fed up with my life today, can you tell?
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