Ahh mets I'm sorry to hear that. It's so bloody difficult isn't it?
I think my problem at the minute is that I don't hate my body enough to do something about it! I'm not entirely happy with it but I'm not completely unhappy and all of my clothes fit nicely so I think I'm just a bit half arsed at the moment? I do want to get to my goal though because it's a goal I set myself years ago and every time I get close and then put on is another failure and I get so pissed off with myself.
Do you know why you haven't got all of your motivation? Have you got anything to work towards like a holiday or an event?
You'll get back on it and have that light bulb moment where it kicks into place. You've done really well so far don't be disheartened. Sorry I can't offer much more advice, I'm not much better myself!
Big hugs. Xx