feeling ruff is to do with not smoking - all those toxins coming out and the weight could easily be fluid retention due to the toxins your liver is working on and trying to expell
sorry to not visit - its all I could do to visit my own diary and I visited my visitors and just plain forgot I am so sorry - I know when giving up smoking you can do with all the support you can get -
by now your body is working hard to get rid of many things that is why you are feeling fluy keep up with the water and walking all will soon be well in your world and think what you are doing for your health and that of both the children