Aww Lucy
Sorry you're feeling crappy hun, I think it must be something in the water at the moment haha
Even if you have a gain just think its one small blip and you can pick yourself up afterwards and carry on in the right direction
Now all I have to do is follow my own advice
I've woken up on the right side of the bed today and am finally doing something about my lack of focus. I've made a post in my diary explaining in more depth and with my meal plan for today. I'm going to stick to it, because as someone posted in there if I'm cheating then i'm only cheating myself.
I want to lose this weight so that I can feel normal for once (heaven forbid), I want to be able to get married and not feel paranoid that everyones thinking how fat I am and wondering what my OH was thinking, I want to be able to get a wedding dress from somewhere that I dont have to order it specially, I dont want to be embarrassed about my clothes size. But most of all (and I'm realising this more and more recently) I want to lose weight so that I can get my PCOS under control so that I can become a Mummy. I'm 21, I'm young enough that it's not too late to make this change work, I dont want to wait another 5 years to do something about my weight and think it'll be fine, i'll do it tomorrow. It might take me that long to get my weight under control, but at least I'll be getting there and not stuck in this rut hopping up and down the same few pounds for months on end.
26 stone is my enemy, no matter what I've done so far I've not been able to get below it, so this is my first aim. I want to be below 26 stone to get the ball rolling, and when I get there I'm going to treat myself to a face pack
(at least its not edible!)
Good luck to everyone for tomorrow, at this point I am 100% expecting a gain, but I feel like my head is in the right place now that I can accept that and work harder to move beyond it.
Take care all xxxx