Thx lovelies - it's times like these I really do fancy a soak in lavender - but sadly don't have a tub, just a shower. But I do have some nice clary sage/lavender shower gel, might try that tonight.
And thanks Di, but I don't have the patience/mindset for meditation. I did try affirmation and chanting type meditation once but got distracted within about 10 seconds
I do love classical music though, so have lots of soothing stuff to listen to. and there's nothing like a crime novel with bodies and blood to send me off
I've also decided to just calm down about the home stuff. The agent told me this morning that the block is to be sold with in situ tenants, which I think means they can't get rid of us straight away if it is sold. The block needs a bit of work, and there's Japanese knotweed in a few places in the garden, which has to be all dug up before it gets an OK survey - so it could be months yet before anything happens. The other option is that he doesn't sell it but might be more receptive to an offer for my place. It's small, yes, but comfy, great for Orbit, transport, getting to work, my doc is 5 mins up the road, great local shops - so will stay put for as long as I can.
And there's nothing I can do about work either. If I was rubbish at my job, then that's one thing - but I know they love what I do, so I will just have to relax and hope that it gets sorted soon.
So, that's me being tough with myself - but you know me, it won't last and I'll get all shaky again!