Fat birds can't fly

[frankinstein123]

I think I may try slimming world again :-/

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[frankinstein123]

Whyyy can't I stick to this stupid diet! *bangs head against wall*

I am rubbish! What on earth is wrong with me :-/ I really need a rocket up my bottom!

I think I'm gonna I through my wardrobe, pick out everything and try on all my old clothes, just to how myself how fat I've got cos I can't fit in the majority of them

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[laurenmay]

Whyyy can't I stick to this stupid diet! *bangs head against wall*

I am rubbish! What on earth is wrong with me :-/ I really need a rocket up my bottom!

I think I'm gonna I through my wardrobe, pick out everything and try on all my old clothes, just to how myself how fat I've got cos I can't fit in the majority of them

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I've been the same, total self sabotaging for the past like seven months now! Been promising myself I'd restart day after day and just constantly failing & getting fatter and fatter -- my starting weight in march was 12.2 stone when I originally tried Cambridge, my starting weight today on calorie counting is 14.6 stone!! :-|

None of my old clothes fit -- jeans that were once too big and required a belt just to stay up now don't go past my knees and you can hear the fabric ripping if I try and force them!

 

[frankinstein123]

I've been the same, total self sabotaging for the past like seven months now! Been promising myself I'd restart day after day and just constantly failing & getting fatter and fatter -- my starting weight in march was 12.2 stone when I originally tried Cambridge, my starting weight today on calorie counting is 14.6 stone!! :-|

None of my old clothes fit -- jeans that were once too big and required a belt just to stay up now don't go past my knees and you can hear the fabric ripping if I try and force them!

Omg ! That is me, everything you've said is me! I write a diary and basically, I put this morning 'we're nearly 8 months into the year and I've lost zilch' what is wrong with us :-/ and how can we fix it lol
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[laurenmay]

Omg ! That is me, everything you've said is me! I write a diary and basically, I put this morning 'we're nearly 8 months into the year and I've lost zilch' what is wrong with us :-/ and how can we fix it lol
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I've had so many diaries over the minimins forums since January and had all of them deleted cause its just too embarrassing! I commit myself to a diet and rave on about how I can do it & stuff, then the next day I'm binging and stuffing my face and researching into the next diet that takes my fancy!

I am finding it really, REALLY hard. And as much as I wanna do it the healthy way, by counting calories and eating clean healthy foods and exercising -- I just don't think I can? Cause I've formed such an unhealthy relationship with food the last seven months that I just need to take food out of the equation for a little while!

I'm leaning towards slim and save tbh, I already have 3 weeks worth of products here that I was gonna sell on eBay, and now I'm thinking about taking them off and giving it a go. I don't like healthy food which is the hardest part for me! I'm not a fruit or veggies fan, all the food I like is utter crap so counting calories is hard work!

I've spoken to a few of the girls on the slim and save boards, cause I do wanna get back into regular exercise & wouldn't do slim and save if it meant I couldn't work out -- but they said as long as you have either an extra pack or a protein shake on the days you train that you'll be fine. And I've actually read online that as long as you do plenty of resistance and weight training while on a VLCD, and no cardio, that you'll lose fat but won't lose muscle and if anything will increase muscle mass and lose body fat

Shall we do it together? I tried Cambridge before, and I love the Cambridge shakes but it's way too expensive! Whereas slim and save works out at like £30 a week.. x

 

[frankinstein123]

Deffo sounds like me, especially with playing about with different diets, I tried slim fast, hated it haha tasted horrid lol I enjoy chewing too much haha it's not the aspect of being full for me I reckon it's more the taste, the texture, must be just a form of pleasure, like a drug!

I start a new job next week, I'm hoping it'll gimmie some incentive to get back into a routine, I think that's what's lacking, the routine, and not having anything to look forward to :-/

I'm desperate for a baby, really broody, it's driving me insane, but I know until I loose some weight having a baby now isn't a good idea lol

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[laurenmay]

Deffo sounds like me, especially with playing about with different diets, I tried slim fast, hated it haha tasted horrid lol I enjoy chewing too much haha it's not the aspect of being full for me I reckon it's more the taste, the texture, must be just a form of pleasure, like a drug!

I start a new job next week, I'm hoping it'll gimmie some incentive to get back into a routine, I think that's what's lacking, the routine, and not having anything to look forward to :-/

I'm desperate for a baby, really broody, it's driving me insane, but I know until I loose some weight having a baby now isn't a good idea lol

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I'm actually ashamed of myself for how many diets I've tried and failed at! I think at the time when I'm looking into them & decide to start the next day or whatever that I feel like I've already lost weight and been successful just by making the decision & that it's gonna be a miracle cure and make me slim overnight -- it's stupid!

I've actually chewed and chomped on so much food lately that I'm not that interested in it anymore. I'm sick of feeling sick! Lol. I actually find it harder to diet when I'm at work, cause the people I work with eat utter crap infront of me & it just makes me crave everything they have!

I have a baby well he's not a baby anymore, he turned 1 a few weeks ago and he's a mischievous little boy and hard to keep under control! Lol. He's stolen my slippers as we speak & keeps slapping me when I try taking them back :-( haha. How old are you? If you don't mind me being nosey! x

 

[frankinstein123]

Yeh, I eat to the point of feeling sick, :-( getting a bit down with it all now really, biggest I've ever ever.ever lol

I'm 22, been uni done that kinda life living away from home drunk every night haha been living with partner for the past 2 years now, together 4 years. We bought our first house last July, travelled to different places and I'm just ready to take the next step, he is but he's worried haha most men are, mainly due to wanting to go on a few more holidays etc so possibly wanted to try next year at some point

I'm far too broody lol but I need to loose the flab to have a healthy pregnancy
X

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[laurenmay]

Yeh, I eat to the point of feeling sick, :-( getting a bit down with it all now really, biggest I've ever ever.ever lol

I'm 22, been uni done that kinda life living away from home drunk every night haha been living with partner for the past 2 years now, together 4 years. We bought our first house last July, travelled to different places and I'm just ready to take the next step, he is but he's worried haha most men are, mainly due to wanting to go on a few more holidays etc so possibly wanted to try next year at some point

I'm far too broody lol but I need to loose the flab to have a healthy pregnancy
X

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That's exactly the same as me! Eat and eat until I physically can't shovel anymore food in or I'll vomit, and then get real sleepy cause I'm sickly full and end up falling asleep. It's bringing me down too :-(

You're a bit older than me then, I'm 22 the end of August and was 20 when I had my baby. Been with my boyfriend 3 years and got a house together last May when I was pregnant.. Wasn't planned though, so I didn't have time to prepare how I wanted things to be before trying to get pregnant, but luckily I was only 9.7 stone then so at a healthy weight to have a baby... BUT, I gained 5 stone during the pregnancy cause I just ate anything & everything and was sooo lazy and slept all the time! I still had a healthy pregnancy though and my LO was and is perfectly happy and healthy

My OH was worried too, fretting about being a dad and all that stuff, but he's besotted with him now and I sometimes have to fight him to get the baby from him! Lol x

 

[frankinstein123]

5 stone :O woah, see I need that kinda gap to put on weight when I get pregnant, if I were to gain weight now by being pregnant, I'd be really really obese lol im about 5 foot 5, and currently 14 stone 4 about, I just feel really out of control now, its a case of, carry on like this and get fatter and feel even more disgusting in myself of get my arse in to gear and really knuckle down, I know I can do it if I put my mind to it, its just doing it! lol x

 

[frankinstein123]

I've been looking at pictures all night feeling glum

I need to do something for my own happiness and more so my health!

I feel fat and old lol I want to go out with friends partying again without feeling like the fat friend haha

I will do this!

eye of the fecking tiger! lol

x

 

[frankinstein123]

Right new day!

I've reset all my details, and gonna loose this weight lol
got my new rower out so gonna have a little doo on that, take my pooch out, and stock up on the fruit
im just getting fatter and fatter and fatter, time to get on it!
x

 

[BerryBerry]

Ugh I hate having one of those rubbish nights& sometimes fondly remember the days before our ENTIRE lives and weight fluctuation was mapped on facebook but it is good that it has inspired and motivated you again. You can do it !!!

What type of pooch do you have by the way?

 

[frankinstein123]

A crazy cocker spaniel called Scout lol

She's a show type so not as wacko haha my little doll lol
X

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[BerryBerry]

Ohhh sweet. My boyfriends family have a black cockapoo- I love how silky their fur is! They are pretty energetic dogs though- good for the ol' exercise regime!

Are you still on 1200 cals?

 

[frankinstein123]

She's very hyper, but also quite lazy, very very clingy too, wants to be picked up like a baby lol she's not very happy at the mo tho as she's on her doggy time of the month so bound to the kitchen haha

Yeh on 1200 cals

Got a jacket in the oven for tea and I'm gonna do a prawn curry with low fat sauce, been quite a busy bee today so it's taken my mind off stuffing my face haha

My body was feeling very lethargic though recently, I think its all the crap I've stuffed, like when you've over stuffed at Xmas, it felt like that,

Going seeing Ted tonight woo lol not taking anything but a drink with me x

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[frankinstein123]

1/8/12

Breakfast
Activia 99

Dinner
Weight watchers thick bread 142
Ham 57
Philly 38
Quavers 88

Tea
100g prawns 79
Jacket 220
Tikka sauce 208

Snacks
Jammy dodger 83
Cookie 180

1194 cals

Rowing 10mins 167
Cleaning house 167

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[frankinstein123]

I'm gonna give slimming world another try eek! I'll prob be back here when I need to loose an extra few lbs lol


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[Sazbirl]

I'm gonna give slimming world another try eek! I'll prob be back here when I need to loose an extra few lbs lol

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I've been flitting between sw & cc for months now, I've just got my 2st award tonight at sw class but it was my last class because I'm not going anymore, I'm concentrating on just ccing, see how I get on x

 

[frankinstein123]

Oo do you have a SW diary? X

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