Hi,ohh sounds interesting about the job letter,it might create something,you never know.
Glad the hospital vist wasn't anything serious!
Well done on all the walking,love the mini circuit idea..might try that myself one day!
So when are you trying out your gym ball?
Well I've delivered it to school this morning! I kept it really short - basically saying that I would like a role with more involvement with the pupils and that should the post come up I would like to be considered. Was a bit longer than that, but that's the gist of it. Couldn't give it to the Head though as he had his 'meeting in progress' sign up and his PA had her 'DND' sign up, so had to just leave it in his pigeonhole. Would have liked to give it to him direct and have a little chat about it, but didn't want to leave it 'til tomorrow, so it's delivered anyway.
The thing is, I know I could do the job (Support Assistant in the Special Needs Department) but I think the reason I'm nervous is whether
they will think I could do it. ('they' being the Senior Management) I don't have a degree or A levels - and over recent years the people they have appointed to the posts have had both, and also been younger - many of them not long out of uni. I did get 10 O Levels with good grades (a lot of years ago when you either took O levels or CSEs, when apparently exams were harder - not sure if they were or not, I do know they were quite different to now, but harder? Don't know) Anyway I didn't take A levels or go on to uni, although all my teachers wanted me to, so it wasn't a case of 'couldn't do it' just that I chose not to... I've worked in roles where I've taught and supported adults in learning and I have a really good rapport with the kids at school (sounds big-headed, but that's not just my opinion - it's what others say). Just don't know whether they will consider those things and life skills/experience to be enough. I know I would have the support of the second in the department, and probably, from things that have been said, also from the head of department.
Also, when you go for a job internally like this, everyone knows, and of course everyone knows if you don't get it! I'm not really looking to change schools just to get this kind of post - I like the school where I am and want to stay there, but I've seen people not get jobs internally, and then because they don't feel valued, they feel disgruntled and start to look elsewhere for posts. There is also sadly an undercurrent of... not sure how best to put it.. 'lack of respect' is the best I can think of, for support staff in the school. Don't get me wrong, many of the teachers are lovely, but an awful lot don't really 'see' or appreciate the work that support staff do, and I'm sad to say, look down on us. I have had a senior member of the staff express surprise that certain words were 'a working part of my vocabulary' when I used them in conversation with him!
Anyway, I'm waffling on. Thing is, if I try and express any of this to my OH, he just says 'Oh you'll definitely get it -they'll snatch your arm off!' While it's nice he has so much confidence in me I prefer to be a bit more circumspect about it. Trying to keep that fine line between PMA and realism! If it becomes available, which looks possible, then I'll know soon enough if I'm in with a chance, then it will probably be interviews/selection process etc. Fingers crossed.
Haven't used the gym ball yet - stomach muscles sore from Monday still! Probably will try it out over the weekend, as back to school properly tomorrow and first couple of days will be absolutely manic!