my diary ~ no more CD for me

well after a few days of being able to do nothing but sleep, last night I just couldn't get to sleep! It as so frustrating. I was so tired but just couldn't get to sleep aaargh. Now I'm knackered.

Just weighed myself this morning and back down to 10 stone 13 yay! so that is a whole 3lbs gone overnight. can't grumble with that can I? Maybe my scales were wrong yesterday and I've really just stayed the same since monday. Oh well we'll never know will we. I'll just think of it as good inspiration to keep going. I'm sat here with 1/2 litre peppermint tea and a litre of flavoured water just have to get them both down me before I go to work.

I'm contemplating taking my boots to get reheeled before I go too. But I need them back after work today because I wont be able to pick them up tomorrow. I wonder if it'll ruin the boots if I get them to cut about an inch off the heel. Having numb toes for 2 days after a night out in those boots is not good, 1 inch less of heel might make all the difference. Also 2 stone less in weight might make a big difference too. What should I do????
 
thanks I've only just seen your replies but I decided against getting the heel cut. I thought its a bit silly to even try really. Need to wear some thick socks to avoid numb toees though or something. I did get them reheeled though. the bloke told me it would take half an hour then when I went back he hadn't started yet so he did it there and then and it too less than 2 minutes!!! Cost me 4 quid too!! I tried on some knee high boots in barratts while I as at the shops and they wouldn't zip up :( I'm not destined to ever have proper knee high boots am I?

I had some salad with cottage cheese earlier. didn't really neeeed to but wanted to. And that's ok. I am not going to put on weight by eating a little bit of salad.

My head hurts. I'm torn between going back to bed or going to the gym. Not a lot else to do. Unless I ring mr cinema I mean dave and tell him to stop feeling sorry for himself and take me out.

hmmmm.

Mrs stickinsect at work decided she'd found me a bloke today. A customer that came in, I've never seen him before and she decided he was loely so next time he comes in she's going to quiz him for me to see if he's single etc. how embarrassing. I never even said anything about liking him myself. All I did was tell him I was going to sit him down in the shop and force feed him onions because he'd asked if it was ok for him not to have them. Of course they don't know anything about these other blokes, apart from Mr mechanic but they don't know about his cheating.

I did get in and start thinking to myself what can I have to eat but I've made myself some coffee with vanilla shake and that should stop me wondering what to eat.

I think I'll have to have an early night tonight I'm shattered and start work at 7 in the morning. Must remember to go back out for petrol actually otherwise I'll never get to work tomorrow.
 
Hey hun...glad u dint get the heel chopped off!!

I think you should drive to the gym, go in for 40 minutes, do your thing, come out & get petrol on the way home....you know you will feel fab afterwards and will sleep like a wee baby tonight then!
 
theres no nice police hunks at the one I go to though. However, the're not likely to have their uniforms on at the gym so its pointless thinking about it.

I know a nice postman that goes to the same one as me lol
Actually hes not really that nice I was just thinking of the uniform. Still cant beat a man in a suit though (as long as its a nice suit, and nice man)
 
lol mantastic I love it, never heard that one before. :)

i just rang my friend to get her to go to the gym with me to make me get off my bum and do it and she turned me down to go shopping instead! how dare she??? so I'm going to have to go alone now :(
 
nah I don't think I can do the posing. My workout clothes are all still size 16 for a start. I'm worried my trousers will fall down when I'm on the treadmill or my boobs will float out of my swimming costume or something
 
I've been watching greys anatomy and it kind of makes me sad. I dont know if anyone else has been watching it but there's meredith whos in love with Derek, but his wife came back so they cant be together. and there's george who is in love with meredith, she knows this but slept with him to make herself feel better and completely trampled n his feelings.

I can kind of relate to both george and meredith and it's so sad. Just makes me think about it all too much when watching it.

everythng is way too complicated in life I think
 
well today my scales told me I'm 10 stone 9!!! :) how did that happen? Oh and i am in ketosis again.

could it really be that I've lost 4lbs in 2 days? am I doing the sums right 13 - 9 = 4? lol maybe my scales are wrong. I got on and off them about 4 times and they still said the same
How can I argue with that?

I have decided that even whilst I was eating the wrong things I must have still been losing weight but weighing more because of the glycogen and water or whatever it is. I can't have lost 4lbs of fat in such a short time.

TOTM has decided to show up now too so shouldn't I be heavier? My belly sticks out more anyway.

I've just read about how we'll be able to get to have cheese and broccoli soup from monday. well I wont be able to get it from monday but the cdcs will get it then so I'll have to wait till next week. I used to live off cheese and broccoli cup a soup with pasta in I love it that much (of course I'd dip buttered bread in too) Cant wait :) hope they're nice. The people that make the soups must have listened to everyone saying they miss cheese, it seems thats what a lot of people are missing on this diet, including me.

I discovered yesterday Mrs stick insect is heavier than me!!!! Ok so she's a bit taller but not that much, she's a size 10. The difference is she has no boobs and no belly, where does she keep it all? lol

Mrs tinywaist (new name for her lol) who I go out with on a friday night revealed she wears size 12 tops and 8 trousers. See I knew she had a tiny waist. She mentioned another friend I haven't seen for ages drove past me last week and was shocked at how much weight I'd lost, must be noticeable at least.

I'm thinking I might go and take my suede skirt back to the shop and exchange it for a size 10. The 12 has loads of room in it and next friday is the last time I'm likely to be able to wear it so a bit of a waste of money. I did keep the receipt this time lol so shouldn't have trouble exchanging it. It will be a bit weird going in and asking for such a small size. I'll be thinking that whoever serves me is going to be wondering why on earth I think I might get into a size 10. But who cares. Soon I will be in a size 10. Only 8lbs to go till my BMI is 25 now then I wont be overweight any more. Lets hope never again.
 
oooohh only 8lbs to normal land eh??? Well done!! Arent you glad you kept chipping away now!! you;ll be normal in no time!!! You should defo go change that skirt...I bought a nice skirt in a 14....and if that is loose by the time I go home for Christmas, I'll be changing it for a 12 the day before I leave....not likely to have anywhere to wear it to between now and then anyways...but I know its not gonna be loose by then!!
 


U go girl 4lbs in 2 days u go girl and a size 10 Wow !!!!!
 
thankyou :)

I don't think I'm in the 10's yet, maybe another half a stone and I'll fit into them but just being prepared for when it comes. lol.

Kazz I will definately do that, more of an incentive isn't it. I'm sure you'll look lovely in your size 12 stuff by christmas
 
Oh I hope so....bought some yummy red boots off ebay and they are FAB!! Love them love them love them, and they might look nice with that skirt I bought...he he!!

Downsizing clothes is well good....I mean, if you give away your bigger stuff, and just buy slightly too tight stuff, you've gotta stick to the diet to fit in them....but I still want chinese....nooooooooooo!!! M u s t n o t g i v e i n..... m u s t g e t s l i m....
 
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