AAAAWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW!! I feel soooo loved! i get so much more love from you lovely ladies than someone whos known me for 13 years !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I LOVE YOU ALL !!!
anyway, i promised the texts .. so here goes (youll wanna get over ere once u read these bad boys )
So, said (everythin i sed is in red, her in blue)
Hey, i think we need a sit down chat, ive been through a lot recently, much more than i can handle. Infact i told you a week about it a week ago and it took you this long to find out if im ok, well ive not been ok and i shouldnt have to contact you wen im not ok. At the moment i dont need the added stress. Anyway if you wanna sort this out we need a chat, if not then thats up to you.
She replied
Hi of course i want us to sort it out but i think u already know that. Ive just looked back at the texts we were sending about a week ago when u said you was ill n we were gettin on fine then ... Then all of a sudden i feel like youve fallen out with me coz i havent sorted out your hen night when you wanted me to. even tho theres months til you get married. I understand you have things going on n u never seem to txt me to see how i am .. it always seems to be me asking if your ok .... i dont want us to loose our friendship but i think your being too hard on me. wen u know im always here for you.
So i said ..
I refuse to believe that, i spent hours on the phone to you when you had your miscarriage?? then i met with you and carried on texting to check you were ok?? the hen party thing didnt help seem as tho you was certain you wanted to plan it. but im mainly angry with you coz youve not been around when ive been at my lowest.like i was for you. as for the hen party, ppl need to book the date off work and make sure they have money. so yes it needs planning early.
she said (coz god forbid she just apologise )
I really dont want to argue with you but you need to understand that i need to have my say as much as you do. and i know i was there for you wen i had the miscarriage, but you seem to be forgetting all the times ive been there for you in the past. wen i was the only friend who wrote to you wen u was ill in hospital with anorexia n stood by you wen u got out (ladies this was wen i was 16) n ive been there for you wen u had family problems ( i was 20 ) but if you want to walk away then that is entirely up to you. as i also dont need this crap in my life either
then i wasnt guna reply coz by now im totally just ready to say **** OFF !
Matt was angry reading it and told me to write this back ....
I said ..
I know you been there in the past and im grateful but what about now?? but also rem how many times ive text you because you havent been in touch for ages and you have even admitted yourself you need a kick up the arse every now n then, which i shouldnt have to do to speak to you. this is pretty much what im doing again, reminding you im here. thats not what a best friend does
and she hasnt replied to that !!!!
So ladies, welcome to my immature argument .... i totally didnt expect this response from a 25 year old woman !!!!!!!! and do u know what I DONT EVEN CARE ... is that bad im not even arsed if im her friend or not ?? IM CANT BELIEVE HOW SELFISH one person can be .................. i was trying to tell her i had issues and all of a sudden shes switched it round to be me whos the problem ... story of my bloody life !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
anyway, im leaving it at that, if she replies i wont be texting back !!!
