ProPoints SIMPLY FILLING DIARY ... So close to goal ......

Im not bad ..... its taken from saturday til today to normalise my sleeping ......... its ridiculous !! i ate next to nowt on my nights ... it was FAB ... altho now im back to normal im still not too bad to be honest ..... im eating meals but not really many snacks like before .. i was havin 3 bags of crisps a day and wasting 6-8 pp's on them :eek: .... Howa you doin? was thinkin of you lots the other day .. its so sad to relive things when its someone so close ... i no its not my mum but my nanna died 4 years ago .. and we all sat by her bed for 10 hours til she passed away, it was such a horrible thing to experience and i still relive it ... i miss her all the time, doesnt seem real shes gone .. so bless you Frances xxxxxxxx
 
*Claire-Bear* said:
Im not bad ..... its taken from saturday til today to normalise my sleeping ......... its ridiculous !! i ate next to nowt on my nights ... it was FAB ... altho now im back to normal im still not too bad to be honest ..... im eating meals but not really many snacks like before .. i was havin 3 bags of crisps a day and wasting 6-8 pp's on them :eek: .... Howa you doin? was thinkin of you lots the other day .. its so sad to relive things when its someone so close ... i no its not my mum but my nanna died 4 years ago .. and we all sat by her bed for 10 hours til she passed away, it was such a horrible thing to experience and i still relive it ... i miss her all the time, doesnt seem real shes gone .. so bless you Frances xxxxxxxx
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Sorry to hear about your Gran.. :( xx
Thanks for such kind words.. I'v been surprisingly fine this year for some reason.. Duno how to explain but I'm happy she's gone n not here suffering.. I'v been to a few mediums in the last couple of years n each of them have said the same things about her passing and how she's at ease now n looking after us.. Strange but I got such comfort from the few of them each saying the same thing.. Too much of a coincidence to be be fake.. I understand some dont believe in phsychics n mediums but I really do..
Tho saying that I'd give anything to turn back the clock and be with her when she passed.. We didn't get to say good bye as we only found out the day before she passed that was as ill as she was.. And even then we thought we still had her for a few weeks.. So I decided to go home and get my head round it and had planned on spending the next day with her... But she went in the early hours of that morning :(
And thanks to my ex and his selfishness followed by his drunken phonecalls at 3am I didn't even get to see her in the house before she was taken to the hospital (she died at home) I do have regrets about that but can't change it so try not to dwell..
 
Oh my god, what a tosser!! maybe you werent suppose to see her the way she was when she passed, maybe you were meant to have a lasting memory of how she was before she got ill ? sometimes i think its meant to be with things like that ....... i like to think that no matter what happens they are up there smiling away at us because they know they can watch over you, they know they are at ease and they can keep us safe ..... when the lights flicker every now and then i always shout - Hiyaaa Nanna :D ... so i know shes close. With my nanna, we sat from 6am til 4pm when my mum said to go home and come back later, so we did .. she then took my brothers home and said to my nanna .. dont go yet, im coming back (im crying as i write this lol) she got back to my nanna's bed side then my nanna passed away, im so glad she waited for my mum, it would have killed her to have not been able to say goodbye. Im totally scared of psychics ... im scared they will find somethin i dont wanna no ..... but im glad they all told you the same, it does ease your mind. Your mum will be so proud of you :) xxxxx
 
Claire you have NO idea of what a d1ckhead he was.. from the day we found out she was sick to the day she died.. And after!!
Looking back i'm so annoyed I stayed with him after for as long as I did but I wasn't strong enough to cope with losing her and ending a relationship so I held on for a few months.. then realised he was making it harder, not easier to grieve so put an end to it..
We'd been together 5 years so it was a hard decision but the best one i've ever made..
I know she's close.. I can sometimes feel her when i'm in bed n every now n then when I'm having a bad day I can smell her bloody cigarettes in the house.. She was the only one in our house that smoked so its not anyone else.. lol I know she's always with me and I know her suffering has ended.. Whats to be sad about?! Am very much looking on the bright side lately.. Positive thoughts bring positive results.. that's my motto of the day :D x

That's so nice ur Nan waited for ur Mam to come back.. :) x
 
Aww girls my heart goes out to you both. I'm a big believer that loved ones that go before us become guardian angels for us and our families. When my little girl was really ill she used to smile off into space, I believed she was smiling at her guardian angel (my granda I think). I'm also a big believer in mediums. If it makes you feel better where is the harm. You are both so strong (((hugs))) xx
 
Dubchick81 said:
Claire you have NO idea of what a d1ckhead he was.. from the day we found out she was sick to the day she died.. And after!!
Looking back i'm so annoyed I stayed with him after for as long as I did but I wasn't strong enough to cope with losing her and ending a relationship so I held on for a few months.. then realised he was making it harder, not easier to grieve so put an end to it..
We'd been together 5 years so it was a hard decision but the best one i've ever made..
I know she's close.. I can sometimes feel her when i'm in bed n every now n then when I'm having a bad day I can smell her bloody cigarettes in the house.. She was the only one in our house that smoked so its not anyone else.. lol I know she's always with me and I know her suffering has ended.. Whats to be sad about?! Am very much looking on the bright side lately.. Positive thoughts bring positive results.. that's my motto of the day :D x

That's so nice ur Nan waited for ur Mam to come back.. :) x
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Ohhhh what a horrid situation, but how dare he ruin your last chance to see your mum !!!!! makes me angry !!!! .... im glad she visits once in a while ;) ....... you can definitely tell when they are close :) .......... positiveness is a must, i like your motto :D shame not everyone can use it ..... but i imagine your in a good place now ... and the memory of your mum will always live on but you know shes no longer suffering xxxxxx
 
MrsLmc said:
Aww girls my heart goes out to you both. I'm a big believer that loved ones that go before us become guardian angels for us and our families. When my little girl was really ill she used to smile off into space, I believed she was smiling at her guardian angel (my granda I think). I'm also a big believer in mediums. If it makes you feel better where is the harm. You are both so strong (((hugs))) xx
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Ohhhh yes she will have been Laura ; maybe your granda was telling her its not time to go yet, your mummy needs you .... and thankyou, i like to keep positive too like Frances ;) ..... you no what i noticed when my nanna was passing ... she kept looking up .... like she was being waited for ... maybe it was her husband who died wen my mum was 7 ....... i like to think he made her wait til my mum got back to say goodbye ...... god im welling up again here .... i know shes happy now :D xxx
 
There appears to be a lack of motivation around here ladies?? where is everyone?? at the worst time of the year too !!
 
I'm here. You need motivation or are you giving some out for free lol? :)

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I'm here ... Keep reading :-D had crap day yday with food ... Better today until the wine just came out .. :-(

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Hey hun am back :)
Omg how I died yesterday. Went out for 1 r 2 drinks Friday at about 7pm. Got him at 8am yesterday!!!!!!! Was booked into a hotel n all for last night to hav a Christmas night out with the girls but had to cancel. Seriously. Never again!!!!

How are u hun?
 
Hey chick! Sorry crazy busy weekend! Had a really good one! Feeling so motivated to get bk on plan... Gonna have fun when I'm eating/drinking out but try to be sensible rest of time! :) how are u doing? how's work? Had netball finished for winter or do u keep going? Hope ur ok! Motivated? Did u WI? X
 
Hellooo girls !!! Ive been VERY good .... i didnt w.i yet coz ive been working ...... guna try and w.i tomoo or tuesday ..... just been for an italian meal .... all i had was pasta and meatballs and a diet coke !!! how good am i ????! heheee !! Very motivated so i can pig out on christmas day :p:p .... :xmastree: ...

Netball finished the beg of dec :eek: ... sooooo, iv been trying to get in some runs but its been soooooo cold .. i cant bare to go out in it :( ,,,

Bloody el Frances ... did you drink from 7pm - 8am :eek: how did u even manage to find your way home :cool: hehe !!! yer poor liver ..... lol !!

Sarah, ile give you some motivation anytime honey, hope your ok xxxxxxxxx
 
*Claire-Bear* said:
Hellooo girls !!! Ive been VERY good .... i didnt w.i yet coz ive been working ...... guna try and w.i tomoo or tuesday ..... just been for an italian meal .... all i had was pasta and meatballs and a diet coke !!! how good am i ????! heheee !! Very motivated so i can pig out on christmas day :p:p .... :xmastree: ...

Netball finished the beg of dec :eek: ... sooooo, iv been trying to get in some runs but its been soooooo cold .. i cant bare to go out in it :( ,,,

Bloody el Frances ... did you drink from 7pm - 8am :eek: how did u even manage to find your way home :cool: hehe !!! yer poor liver ..... lol !!

Sarah, ile give you some motivation anytime honey, hope your ok xxxxxxxxx
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Yup. Drinking the whole way thru. Poor liver, head, tummy n whole fricken body !! Almost recovered now. Just need to catch up on sleep.
Dunno how I got hone tbh. All I kno us it was frozen!!!! Came home, climbed in bed n turned on electric blanket on full...

Go u bein good at a meal out..
 
Thankyouuu Laura ....... im trying to be suuuper good so i can really enjoy myself on xmas day without worrying ;)
 
Dubchick81 said:
Yup. Drinking the whole way thru. Poor liver, head, tummy n whole fricken body !! Almost recovered now. Just need to catch up on sleep.
Dunno how I got hone tbh. All I kno us it was frozen!!!! Came home, climbed in bed n turned on electric blanket on full...

Go u bein good at a meal out..
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Bless ya ...... Bet you stunk all day with alcohol pouring out ya lol ..... I hate it wen your near someone whos drank and you've not ..... Hope ya feeling better now .... Detoxed your liver ... Hehe xxxx
 
Yay for the sensible meal choice :) glad ur motivated! Good luck for WI x
 
Send of that motivation over to ireland my love :) you're doing great xx

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