Morning lovely ladies and Jim
I'm so sorry it has taken a while to come back to you all, but the last five weeks have been horrendous and your kind posts have meant a great deal to me.
I'm feeling a lot better now Dad's service is over, and although I'm very sad not to have been there for it, my letter to Dad was read out and put in his casket, and the whole thing was videoed for me to watch at some point. The Home Office is staffed with real jobsworths and it now seems like my passport will take months to process, which was stressing me out even more - so my brother and I have decided that I'll go back to NZ in a few months. He has to go off this week to another part of NZ to finish a contract which will take a few months, so it makes sense all round.
I'm slowly getting my head back into diet focus, and agree with what you say about CC, Val, so will kick that off on Friday - plus I am going to get motivated to do some exercise! I'm feeling really unfit and breathless and my knees seem to hurt all the time - so it's gotta happen!
Love to all xxx