I could never hate you Nomad! I rest a lot more than I think is healthy I just can't find the balance between too much and not enough. I have days where I hardly leave the sofa then days where I do too much. I am restless and bored and there is so much to do that it annoys me when I can't just get it done. I have been told to push through the pain and try to be as 'normal' as possible or the knee will freeze and never heal!
As for the food, yes I have ordered from pizza delivery a few times when I've been stuck with zero energy. I can't drive so if there is nothing to eat here and I'm here alone I have very little options. I rarely actually order pizza, it's usually sides which are just as bad but I never eat it all. I always pick up a lb from a pizza delivery and I accept that. I also don't really enjoy the pizza and sides much and I often wonder why I bother. I think it's just convenient and when I'm really hungry the thought of it is better than the reality. Apart from that I'm not really eating much unhealthy stuff. I have been to Subway a few times but that's not unhealthy at all. As for drinks, I only drink NAS squash so I'm not getting anything in the way of hidden calories there.
I know I have to take responsibility for my weight and my diet and I am doing so. I am still very restricted where exercise is concerned and although I have been told to go swimming I can't get to the pool without someone taking me there! I appreciate how my diet and lifestyle looks when you only see snippets of what I do but as I don't mention everything I eat or the days when I do nothing there's no counter-balance.